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Y tis world are full of bias ppl? I really hate tis kind of ppl from bottom of my heart… even my nearest person oso so bias… everything was fated tat I wil b less taken care than de others…!!! If tat my fault tat I got robbed??? Did I planned for de rob…??? I didn’t mean it as well… my heart broken as well when I got robbed due to is not cheap for a replacement… I noe tat I was juz not tat good no matter how good or excellent I am now or in future… bcoz u all doesn’t even take care of me n oni think tat I oni noe how to waste u all money… I go for study coz I wan to learn n b more excellent… I ask for pc bcoz I need it for my course work… I din ask for nothing ok… everything I ask so far is all concern bout my future n studies… I din ask for more… de others din even have license but de car is coming… I own my license almost years yet til now stil dun have a car… de other oso stil study but y de other can have a so high tech phone which I was fancy bout de same model as well… but y I cant have it when I ask to buy when I dun have phone??? Y? y? y? u TELL me…!!! I try to think in positive way many times n try to stay calm but if u all is me wil u able to stay calm??? All de facts shows make me felt like I was de one who always waste money but without those thing I ask for.. wil I able to b so success in my studies…??? Did I even make u all sad due to my studies…??? I never let down even a single % of u all hope on me in every exam… I always achieve my target but no matter how hard I work u all stil wan to say me lousy… then I ask u all… WAT IS PERFECT…??? Like de others do??? All fail??? Feel like go to class then go n if not then juz skip??? I skip classes for de sake of going do my project n u all yell at me… but de others skip de whole day school often wif de reason of doesn’t feel like going… is tis kind of reason valid??? Is tat a good reason??? now I noe my stand in u ppl’s heart… u guys out there… juz wait n get ready for my comeback… sooner or later u all wil noe who more success… I hate ppl plot my life… I said I wan those thing n u din let me buy… then push something more cheaper to me n said is so n so nice… wtf… 2day when others go buy u din even say others n juz buy it… wtf is tat ppl more good n  bad or wat? I said earlier I wan tat model u yet u brought me other model… wif de reason of cut cost lar… tis better la… slimmer laa… blah blah blah of fuking stupid reason… now de others wan buy de model which I fancy b4 n yet u juz agree without any comment… n when I fight back u said he deserve it… wtf… wat kind of reason is tat… is he doing more well than me in which way????????????? Study results??? Attitude? I dun think so…!!! U judged base on wat??? I dun think I was not de others match at least I have work out more hard n make u all proud of me since primary school… I really HATE it… from now onwards dun tell me bout those ppl problems anymore… I wont ever listen it wif emphasis anymore… I dun wan listen it anymore…!!! I had enough of it… I hate ppl plot my life…!!! I REALLY HATE IT…!!! from now onwards, i wil do according to my heart… i wil not interfere by others anymore…!!! I WONT…!!!

Yesterday (5 September 2007) was our college bowling championship day… wakaakakkakkakaa once a year event o… As usual i took part oso… n as usual back wif mt hand oso… @@… but this year was something different in which i as not battling by my own… is with my roommate (de Champion) n a "la la dui" (my frens…) thx a lot guys n gals… tat’s wat i’m looking for which not juz a game but an outing oso… haha, yesterday performance was my worse ever games… (mayb feel too excited gua)… long time din practise oso… so nothing to blame oso i get 13 out of 20 ppl… Other than tat, there were oso some other frens took part in this event oso but different categories (staff categories)… their result were not bad in spite one of then was de champion of staff (male) n de other 2 ladies was 4 n last out of 7 ppl… i enjoy de flow of the games n improving on my skills… Hopefully, there wil b some improvement for my next championship… ^^